|8 words I need to tell myself everyday
||[Apr. 18th, 2011|04:22 pm]
Oh my god... can it be true... is Cassy back, once again?!
The answer is yes, I hope. I don't have internet access at the house, but I have been trying to get online as much as possible these last few weeks.
Reading over all 7 of my previous posts I realized a couple of things.
1. It's been just around a year since I made this lj.
2. I never was able to give Jordan his car back.
3. Not paying that ticket really screwed things up for me.
4. I miss my friends so much.
So I have realized that I am an adult,
(rolls eyes) and besides the people in it, I am not happy with my life. At all. I have made so many mistakes... so so many, which have affected my life in ways that I never even considered. I never see my friends, I have no money (in debt actually), I have no vehicle (and have ruined Jordan's), I have no motivation, and while I have a decent job it's too far away for me to make the money I need to live.
I know the only people that will read this pretty much already know all of what I am saying, but I have a reason.
This is my personal promise, and I am reinforcing it by putting it somewhere I can always return and look at. I am letting other people read it, so they can remind me of what I promised myself.
I will change the way I am living so that I can say I am proud of who I am and the life I lead.
What this entails is the following:
+ I will clean the house and keep it that way
+ I will make more of an effort to see my friends and family
+ I will go back to school and choose a career
+ I will stop superfluous spending and borrowing money
+ I will eat better and become more active
but most importantly...
+ I will remember that I am a great person and I need to treat myself like one