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8 words I need to tell myself everyday [Apr. 18th, 2011|04:22 pm]
[Current Mood |hopefulhopeful]

Oh my god... can it be true... is Cassy back, once again?!

The answer is yes, I hope. I don't have internet access at the house, but I have been trying to get online as much as possible these last few weeks.

Reading over all 7 of my previous posts I realized a couple of things.

1. It's been just around a year since I made this lj.
2. I never was able to give Jordan his car back.
3. Not paying that ticket really screwed things up for me.
4. I miss my friends so much.

So I have realized that I am an adult, (rolls eyes) and besides the people in it, I am not happy with my life. At all. I have made so many mistakes... so so many, which have affected my life in ways that I never even considered. I never see my friends, I have no money (in debt actually), I have no vehicle (and have ruined Jordan's), I have no motivation, and while I have a decent job it's too far away for me to make the money I need to live.


I know the only people that will read this pretty much already know all of what I am saying, but I have a reason.

This is my personal promise, and I am reinforcing it by putting it somewhere I can always return and look at. I am letting other people read it, so they can remind me of what I promised myself.

I will change the way I am living so that I can say I am proud of who I am and the life I lead.

What this entails is the following:
+ I will clean the house and keep it that way
+ I will make more of an effort to see my friends and family
+ I will go back to school and choose a career
+ I will stop superfluous spending and borrowing money
+ I will eat better and become more active
but most importantly...
+ I will remember that I am a great person and I need to treat myself like one

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7 days of my life I wish I could have back.... [Jun. 8th, 2010|11:57 am]
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[Current Mood |bouncyHAPPY BIRFDEE!]
[Current Music |microwave beeping]

BUT none of that shit matters because it's fucking lintwhite and aesthetically's 22nd birthday!

They are the most awesome people in the world and if you don't friend them right this second and wish them a happy birthday I will find you and crucify you with your own broom and mop!!!! be angy!

I srsly love you guys so much and I can't wait to spend the next year of your life hanging out wif you!!!

\o\ |o| /o/

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Six letters in the mail today...none for me [May. 15th, 2010|10:54 pm]
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[Current Mood |sorecrampy]

Sorry I am a terrible online friend. I have just been super swamped lately. D:

Finally a night where I don't have any homework or exam to stress about. I can avoid cleaning and being constructive in peace. Whew.

I had an awesome time with the girls, no matter how short of a stay it was... The close call with the cops made it an adventure! Plus, their reactions to their gifts made me feel millions better. :x

So, I am actually gonna start cleaning and sorting and packing so there is less to do when the big day comes. At least I am planning to.

No big news, 'cept I got my ears pierced again! They hurt, but only when I bump them. (duh)

Supernatural season finale!!!! Ffffffffff....

I did well at work today. Not too many crazy customers to report. Well...we had 4 guys dressed as the Insane Clown Posse, but face painting isn't allowed in the mall so they were banned for the night. Lolz.

Well, as uninteresting as all this is, I'm sure, thank for reading and sticking with me!

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Five long trips in the car over! [Apr. 11th, 2010|10:33 pm]
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[Current Mood |worriedworried]
[Current Music |You Look Right at Me - Kirstin Taylor]

Sorry! I've been avoiding away from my computer.

So, what's new...

My grandmaw is in the hospital. She's scheduled to have surgery tomorrow, though they haven't set a time. She's having her gallbladder removed. (eeeek) I hope she'll be okay.

BIG TEST TUESDAY. Gah. I can't wait to study with lintwhite and cool_rain_kiss tomorrow. I need all the help I can get.

I went for 24 hours without eating. Was I doing a day-long famine thing, you ask? NO

Jenn got me some new shirts. Yay clothes.

I'm probably gonna crash soon. I don't want to sleep in again. Eeeek.
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Four hours at work... [Apr. 7th, 2010|10:18 pm]
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[Current Mood |calmcalm]

 Whew. Just threw in the last of my clothes so now I can officially say my room is completely clean. Go me! The rest of the house is a wreck; however, when I confronted my brother about it, he ended up denying any of it. D:< brothers...

Work was ridiculously slow tonight, but I got to talk to Ms. Miller about possibly transferring to the Hattiesburg store if I decide to move up there.

I hope my eBay item sells so I won't be so worried about coming up with the fine for my ticket. (That's what I get for getting caught breaking the law...) I am also planning on talking to my dad about possibly borrowing my grandmother's car so I can give Jordan back his. He's being really great about letting me use it though &hearts;

I went to an art show this afternoon as well. Jacob had some work presented in it so I had to stop by. It was all really nice and there were nice munchies. I'm such a fatty. (:|)))

School was so-so today. WE ARE DOING SOMETHING IN CHEMISTRY THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE MATH, SO I ACTUALLY HAVE A CHANCE OF PASSING THE NEXT TEST!!!!! I washed another cart for the new aquarium Dr. Applegate is setting up. Yay for marine life! I get to go wash the tank first thing in the morning.

I hit all the highlights I think...

Now for some orange juice and a twinkie!
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Minus three movies on my shelf... [Apr. 6th, 2010|11:16 pm]
[Current Mood |accomplishedaccomplished]

 So, I buckled down and sold some of my stuff back at work to get a few extra dollars for gas. Go me!

Woke up late today, and barely made it to class on time. My classmates managed to kept Dr. Applegate off topic long enough to postpone our test date, so that's a plus. I know I failed that Chemistry test Monday, but at least I tried. I also got to change my cut-out to a withdrawal, so hopefully that won't look so bad on my transcript.

ALSO, I cleaned my room. Amazing, huh?

I was considering doing ADITL at some point in time. That should be fun.

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Happy Easter? Gag me with a two pronged fork. [Apr. 4th, 2010|07:43 pm]
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[Current Mood |bitchybitter]

 So, Easter Sunday huh? No work, no school...just family and good food, right?


I actually don't feel like ranting about it. Go figure.

Hope everyone got lots of candy, cause that's what this holiday is all about right?
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one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111 [Apr. 3rd, 2010|01:15 pm]
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[Current Mood |blankblank]

 Oh lj, you old fiend. I keep escaping your clutches only to be pulled back once again with yet another username. *sigh* </dramatic role>

Thank you for getting me back Layne and Meg!

I need to clean and work on homework, but I am doing neither, as you can see. I also need some icons.
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